Tuesday, May 17, 2011

sink your teeth into this one...

... "When you come to think about it, nothing has any meaning, for when there was nobody to think, there was nobody to interpret what happened. Interpretations are only for those who don't understand; it is only the things we don't understand that have any meaning" (Carl G Jung Collected Works Vol 9i, para 65)

(in response to http://www.akimbocomics.com/?p=647)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

synth and silence

http://snd.sc/ieEgtk


you can hear the silence taking a part of you away... this song is so perfect in the sense the lyrics match the musical ideas and how a person would react to them.

Above & Beyond are geniuses.

Friday, May 6, 2011

if you want to see the true essence of a person, follow them around during finals week.

I AM LITERALLY INTELLECTUALLY EXHAUSTED.

I am not as excited for summer as I am excited for this semester to be over. I was not prepared for this semester at all. I learned a lot, though. Lots of new friends... as well as letting a few go... This semester was a learning experience. yay.

Speaking of summer, I'm really excited for all the traveling that will be had. FOR EXAMPLE.... DCI OMG YAY I LOVE DCI. And then we're going to Denmark... and I'm going to be driving between KC and DFW more times than I would like to fill up my car.

Gas is over $4 for me now. *sigh* First world problems.

I'm babbling.

Laterz.

Monday, May 2, 2011

why am i always the other girl? the girl to hold over until 'the keeper'?

i don't know what i'm doing wrong... is it that i'm so desperate to find a solid relationship?

womp womp.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

This summer will be totally about revamping me.

I'm wondering right now why should our sleep be designated to where the sun is? I mean seriously, I spend no time in natural lighting anyway, my days are based on artificial lighting... I think it would be so much better if I shifted my hours of sleep to begin so I can start my first class after being up for three or four hours. I focus best in the afternoon, not because I know that the sun is past the mid-way mark, but because I have adjusted to being awake and using my brain at that point. And I was sort of thinking about switching to the polyphasic sleep cycle. I feel like once I got used to it, and managed to get my 8 hours in, that it would be way better than trying to sleep 8 hours in one go around.

I need to learn to only use what I need. I need to learn to be clean... put stuff where it belongs... I need to learn to exercise daily... I need to learn to eat better... learn to cook for myself... learn photography... better graphic design... better blogging... writing... you know. Be better.

I really love my history class, and I love how my teacher makes me think... I just didn't like how I couldn't put it into words or I had to read a book longer than I had time for... but now that I won't have a job or anywhere to be, I have no excuses.

I'm tired of being lazy... it's such a waste of time. I used to put off things to just lay around and do nothing. Now I put off things to do stuff. A step in the right direction I suppose.

Baby steps...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

I need to get better about posting... and not complaining when I post...

I'm a blogging newb.